GhettoKitten: Zen In Chaos

#26 – Why is Xanax Taboo?

I haven’t posted too much… small surprise, when my doctor has been arrested for rape. I knew later than everyone else because I do not watch the news, and only see him ever 3 months. Well, used to see him. Honestly? I think he’s innocent and would like his name cleared. He admitted to sleeping with patients – which is just never a good idea, period, but more so when you’re dealing with ptsd and such. Still, there’s a BIG difference between sex and rape…

Well, anyhow, having gone to 5 doctors this week because, although I have a legitimate prescription, that made me sane, they will not fill it because the doctor’s license was recoked. So one would think SOMEONE could give me some help, right? Well, NOOOOOOO. Of course they won’t. Could, but won’t.

So I have been bawling and throwing up for a week. I don’t undertand why noone will help me… I have been in psych char for 18 years… the only time I was ‘sane’ of all that time was ONE YEAR… I’d tried everything, there is nothing new to try… I was stable. I was happy. So Why can’t I gust get the ONE PILL that made me this way? NOOOOO, they’d rather screw around and take away quality of life, commit me again, anything that ruins Gryphon’s life as well…

And people wonder why I hate so much of this world and pray for Armeggedeon.

#24 – Be Very Paranoid – Government TAKING Computers on Cash for Clunkers Site

Do not – I repeat – do NOT actually go visit the site, just watch the video explaining why not to do it. The site is cars and it is a dot gov (I am not linking to it so that noone accidentally goes to it, but yet another sign our government is going more and more big brother every day. Jeez… freaking scary… noone ever reads those ‘agree’ things of pages and pages of terms.

This is a screencap of what you’re agreeing to – that you now have a government owned computer, and no privacy… clearly stated… I believe they are trying to take over all the auto dealers… more socialism. And most places have already taken advantage of this program, so well… Welcome back to 1984 Russia people. Wake up and CARE about what your government is doing.