How difficult can it be to talk to your own family about serious issues and your relationship? It seems like I'm frozen in this state of non-communication, and it hurts. I have a degree in psychology so this shouldn't be so difficult, right? I don't even communicate very well online, honestly. I'm half-seeing someone I care about, but it's a long distance relationship, and I suck at those. I don't know much about showing affection, because it's been withheld from me for so long. And I watch Evangelion, and I know I'm Shinji, and he's so pathetic. I want a normal life... I'm starting another site that is politics and business conspiracies only, and have a HUGE project in the works that is gonna totally rock, but is taking a lot of time. I have no life at the moment...




